My Journey

This is flawless. Makes me want to be this small :( 

i weighed in at 117.2 today. Fuck a duck.

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S.K.I.N.N.Y. what every girl dreams of.

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• Question: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET? - tumblrbot
• Answer:

  On my planet? The catacombs under Venice! There are extensive tunnels that run underneath the city that house some of the most precious and luxurious art and wine. I would love that!

It truly is a magnificent thing to lose weight. I feel so much lighter and i cannot wait to feel even more light. I can see how this could be addicting, this weightlessness. Everyday I watch that scale to see if I am closer to perfection. In the last couple days I have shed inches! Oh my goodness, I have been waiting for this! FUCK YES! This is what I have been fighting for, wanting , yearning, waiting to see results!!!!

It has not been easy though. I would not allow myself on tumblr until i was at 115. Today, I reached that milestone :)

• High BF: You know, you have been doin some great shit recently.
• Me: Yeah? Like what?
• High BF: Well, for instance, working out.
• Me: Working out? Why?
• High BF: Things don't jiggle as much when we shag.
• Me: Oh.
• Me:
• Me:
• High BF: Just sayin'
• Me: (Cries silently)

I haven’t been on in quite a while. I have just been getting either hammered or high as balls every night. And this has not been good for my appetite and weight. I mean, some serious munchies have been goin down. Everything from McDonalds to Nutrigrain bars. Today I start my 14 day fast- all the wall to October 24 at 8:00 am. I have started this fast three times now and failed each and every time. As soon as I get past the 72 hours mark, though, I will be good. Thos efirst three days are awful. BUT ITS WORTH IT! I need to be skinny by Halloween!!!! Motivation motivation motivation!

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